The real will survive!
Hello everyone! I've never done this before. I dont even know where to start, so Im gonna just dive right in. First off, I'd like to thank you for logging on. This is a damn good service for inmates. This round I'll just tell yall about me. I know manslaughter sounds bad but its unintentionally killing someone. I was playing with a gun and killed my friend. A guy I was with on and off. I know you say that I shouldnt have been playing with the gun. You're right, I know this and knew it then. But the gun wasnt loaded, or so I thought. Ive seen my little brother take this gun anpart and clean it the week before. So, I was 100% sure this gun wasn't loaded. I played with two other people the same week with that same gun. Cocking it back and shooting it. It just kicked back in place.
Then that night a few minutes before in the bedroom I locked it back and shot it. No bullet but the next time a bullet came out. One was stuck in the chamber.
March 1, 2000 my life changed forever. Ive never forgiven myself, I never will. I took a life, someone who I love very much. Someone my child seen as a father, I feel lower than dirt for that. My daughter was two years old at the time. I was raped June '97 had my daughter March '98. You do the math. I love that little girl more than anything. I see me all in her. She's ten now and I hardly get to see her. That's hard on both of us.
You know when they say,"You find out who's real when you get locked up. " I have two sisters, two brothers, two half brothers and a God sister. Both of my parents are alive and I have a God father. My uncle Roger got out in '01, he has been down every since. I get a card from every month. My God sister, Charlotte, has been down this whole time. I even ran up her phone bill while I was in county. My God father James Roy also writes. Not a lot, but he writes. I'm a simple person, signing a card will please me. Inmates are big on pictures, because we like to see whats going on. Okay, I'm going to end for now, this won't be all I write about on my blogs. Just wanted to give yall some insight on me.
Before I go I have to write: R.I.P. to Poppa '00, Geneva '02, Big Daddy '06, Bobby Joe Jr. '07, and my nephew Quindrick Shanard Darnell '07 One love stay up and dont let anyone or anything get you down. If you think you got it bad, know there is someone in the world worse than you.